Sorry I haven't been updating or really doing anything online. I will film a new YouTube video soon but I have no idea what to film haha... I will try post a new blog regularly but I can't guarantee that... Sorry >.<
I also started my new blog where I pose my English essays for feedback. The link is in the previous post.
Yui
Wednesday, 8 October 2014
iMy Learning
I am starting a blog where I will post my English essays up for feedback. I hope you all know the copyright things because I hope you won't steal my work and claim it as yours.
www.imylearning.blogspot.com
Yui
www.imylearning.blogspot.com
Yui
Tuesday, 16 September 2014
Sukitte Ii Na You Live Action | Yui
Hello minis~
I know this has been going around but I just need to mention it! If you haven't seen my Manga update, go read it first! I have mentioned Sukitte Ii Na Yo in that blog post. I love this manga so much and therefore I have a very high expectation on how the live action is going to be. I have seen the cast of Yamamoto and Mei, I don't know about the person who is casting Mei... If I imagine Mei as a real life character, I don't really expect her to look like that. I actually have a lot of critiques about the two people who is playing Yamamoto and Mei.
Mei:
The hair is NOT being done properly... Mei's hair has a cool girl feeling but the hair of the person in the live action doesn't. I am really disappointed.I know that most of the times manga hair is just PERFECT that you cannot simply create it in real life. But to me I think it should at less have a bit similarities instead of the hair that now Mei has in the manga. I think even though we Asians do have natural black hair but I really think they should go with the cover of the manga and the anime. Obviously Mei's hair isn't black but dark-ish brown. I also think the person's face is not that similar to the manga... (really disappointed because there are japanese who do looks like they are from anime....) Because Mei's eyes are quite dreamy and she looks quite cute and she looks like she doesn't know anything and pure. The person who is playing is not giving me the feelings....
Other than these types of small critiques about the person who is playing Mei, I really thing they chose a good guy who actually looks a little similar to Yamamoto!
Yamamoto:
Again, the hair is not what I expected but close enough! I really think the hair dresser to read the manga and watch the anime because I believe she would understand what I am thinking! Other than this I really have nothing to say about the guy who is playing Yamamoto.
I think this picture is PERFECT but the guy looked really awkward... haha~
Really, really not sure about the hair...
A cosplay~~~ They did a great job! Not very into the hairs because it doesn't look natural (Yamamoto's hair..) Looking at the really costumes in the live action.... They had changed the most perfect uniform into... a navy blue...
The uniform.... It looks good actually~~ I still lean a little towards the original :)
That's it from me! Even though I am saying these things I don't like about the live action but I think I am going to love it somehow~
See you next time~
Yui chuu~
Monday, 15 September 2014
Update: Weekly blogs! | Yui
As seen from the title I am trying to post regularly now. Finally! I keep stopping and come back is because sometimes I am extremely busy as now I am preparing for exams. I'm really sorry I've ditched this blog for a long time. Also I am starting a new series which hopefully will be up soon is the 'Chuutaku Talk' which is created to just talk about anime and stuff like that. I hope you will enjoy this series and I'll see you guys next time!
Yui~
Yui~
Chuutaku Talk! | Yui
If you have been waiting for me to update my Manga and Anime series, I've created a new series called 'Chuutaku Talk'. Basically I will be keeping you guys updated with Manga as well as Anime. By updated I don't mean telling you which chapter or episode has updated but just tell you what I think about the manga or anime I've seen.
I basically tried to make a blog specifically for this but I've failed and therefore I moved it here!
I hope you enjoy this!
YUI~
I basically tried to make a blog specifically for this but I've failed and therefore I moved it here!
I hope you enjoy this!
YUI~
Friday, 18 July 2014
My YouTube
Go to my YouTube Channel!!
Search 'Blackt3ar' then you will find me~
Channel link : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuXbuz85rKB1bwPrTTP_7lw
See you next time~
Search 'Blackt3ar' then you will find me~
Channel link : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuXbuz85rKB1bwPrTTP_7lw
See you next time~
My Legacy
I haven't write in this web journal for a long time and due to some disasters has happened to me today, I will record it. English internal is definitely my worst subject, but I must say I am very positive that I will get an endorsement with Merit. I really think I tried hard on my second English internal, but did I overestimated myself of what my ability is? This formal writing, I have to admit it wasn't my best essay of all time because I was not that excited when I submit it to my teacher but also relieved of how much effort I had put into it. Sadly, the marking for the essay is not as good as I hoped it would be. I think I did overestimate myself; I am definitely lying and being cocky to myself. That's the worse you can get.
This result had let my family down, but mostly importantly, I let myself down. I overestimated myself; I could have done better. For the matter of fact my results are very low and unlikely to have my literacy and numeracy to pass Level 1, I have now put a lot more pressure on myself to show how determined I am for the next internal and the final external. Due to the stress I've put into myself, I am, again, having the thought of committing suicide in my mind. I wish I am brave enough to cut myself with a sharp knife or pretend I accidentally crossing the road without thinking and get hit by a car. These thoughts have been in my mind ever since I came to New Zealand; actually when my father start pressuring me about how important this time at school is for my future. I even prayed for God to help me to die and forget the pain I am in right in this moment. Prayed for cancer, infection of virus, or someone just kill me in my sleep. I know it's crazy.
Today I talked to my father about my result I got for my English internal, of course, he was disappointed and scolded me. At first, I feel very upset at myself as I have let him down but then, anger quickly rushed to me. He told me about how many books I have borrowed from the library but have not read a single page of it. Well, father, here's the answer why. I borrowed these books because I thought for my essay I need to write about four books that I self selected but it turns out it was not, and therefore I returned them to the library. Of course I didn't tell him because I knew me and him would get angrier and I would start to cry from the past experiences. I really hate being wronged by him because he is always the one who speak wrongly about me base on the things he sees when I was at home. Well, here's another answer, I am a different person outside of house. My father would always wrongly speak about me based on the behavior I showed in my house, and I don't like it at all. Another reason of why my feelings turned from guiltiness to anger, this actually makes me quite sad and hurts in my heart. What he said was if he had a choice, based on me and my brother's attitude towards learning, he would throw us out the door and never wanted to accept us. This is also one of the reason why I wanted to commit suicide so much that I even prayed for it to happen. I don't think it's necessary for me to tell you my feelings right?
From the past, he believed that we can learn a whole different language by self-study at home and learn at school, I think he is wrong. If I can go back in time, I will definitely change that and suggest that I need a tutor to help me. In my head, I have no idea how I learned my English as it seems I only learned it by reading story books which he forced us to do, but I guess it got backfired because grammar is the one I unfortunates bad at. I blame him for that.
As the time goes, after the report incident, our relationship did got better but I think it went back to its original form now. Some people don't know how rebels. I was back in the days because of my good student face that I put to be good at school. As time flies, I realized that everything I use is bought from his money, even my phone or anything that I adore. I quickly realized that I need to be good in this family to basically get what I need and what I want, and therefore last year and this year I didn't do anything that made him mad or whatsoever.
To end this story I do not want to just say negative about him but that's not my problem that he show me this many of the things I disagree with and thinks these negative would change into motivation for me, to my father, it really doesn't work. During the talk he did mentioned one thing that I think he would definitely lie about it which is he told me, this experience can be a good thing as it gives you that warning to push you to study more and play less. Why I said he would lie about it because I promise you next few weeks when he gets my report he would say I didn't try harder, you are as stupid as a potato, you are so dumb, I really want to throw you out, I wish you are not my daughter and swears at me. Please note that these are the things that I have been hearing since I was little, what I heard the most is I am a stupid potato, I really want to throw you out and I wish you are not my daughter. We use potato because in Cantonese it mean stupid in a very bad way, almost as if calling a woman a slut. Now I think you know why I have been having this suicide decision in my head since I was little?
Good luck to me.
(Excuse my poor English :C )
This result had let my family down, but mostly importantly, I let myself down. I overestimated myself; I could have done better. For the matter of fact my results are very low and unlikely to have my literacy and numeracy to pass Level 1, I have now put a lot more pressure on myself to show how determined I am for the next internal and the final external. Due to the stress I've put into myself, I am, again, having the thought of committing suicide in my mind. I wish I am brave enough to cut myself with a sharp knife or pretend I accidentally crossing the road without thinking and get hit by a car. These thoughts have been in my mind ever since I came to New Zealand; actually when my father start pressuring me about how important this time at school is for my future. I even prayed for God to help me to die and forget the pain I am in right in this moment. Prayed for cancer, infection of virus, or someone just kill me in my sleep. I know it's crazy.
Today I talked to my father about my result I got for my English internal, of course, he was disappointed and scolded me. At first, I feel very upset at myself as I have let him down but then, anger quickly rushed to me. He told me about how many books I have borrowed from the library but have not read a single page of it. Well, father, here's the answer why. I borrowed these books because I thought for my essay I need to write about four books that I self selected but it turns out it was not, and therefore I returned them to the library. Of course I didn't tell him because I knew me and him would get angrier and I would start to cry from the past experiences. I really hate being wronged by him because he is always the one who speak wrongly about me base on the things he sees when I was at home. Well, here's another answer, I am a different person outside of house. My father would always wrongly speak about me based on the behavior I showed in my house, and I don't like it at all. Another reason of why my feelings turned from guiltiness to anger, this actually makes me quite sad and hurts in my heart. What he said was if he had a choice, based on me and my brother's attitude towards learning, he would throw us out the door and never wanted to accept us. This is also one of the reason why I wanted to commit suicide so much that I even prayed for it to happen. I don't think it's necessary for me to tell you my feelings right?
From the past, he believed that we can learn a whole different language by self-study at home and learn at school, I think he is wrong. If I can go back in time, I will definitely change that and suggest that I need a tutor to help me. In my head, I have no idea how I learned my English as it seems I only learned it by reading story books which he forced us to do, but I guess it got backfired because grammar is the one I unfortunates bad at. I blame him for that.
As the time goes, after the report incident, our relationship did got better but I think it went back to its original form now. Some people don't know how rebels. I was back in the days because of my good student face that I put to be good at school. As time flies, I realized that everything I use is bought from his money, even my phone or anything that I adore. I quickly realized that I need to be good in this family to basically get what I need and what I want, and therefore last year and this year I didn't do anything that made him mad or whatsoever.
To end this story I do not want to just say negative about him but that's not my problem that he show me this many of the things I disagree with and thinks these negative would change into motivation for me, to my father, it really doesn't work. During the talk he did mentioned one thing that I think he would definitely lie about it which is he told me, this experience can be a good thing as it gives you that warning to push you to study more and play less. Why I said he would lie about it because I promise you next few weeks when he gets my report he would say I didn't try harder, you are as stupid as a potato, you are so dumb, I really want to throw you out, I wish you are not my daughter and swears at me. Please note that these are the things that I have been hearing since I was little, what I heard the most is I am a stupid potato, I really want to throw you out and I wish you are not my daughter. We use potato because in Cantonese it mean stupid in a very bad way, almost as if calling a woman a slut. Now I think you know why I have been having this suicide decision in my head since I was little?
Good luck to me.
(Excuse my poor English :C )
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